i should be happy. i have every reason to be. every right to be. and why am i not? i dont know. cuz i have no guy. ugh. i hate that about me. why is it that it's SOO important to me? shouldnt be. who needs boys? pshh. they only cause pain. even when they're just guys that are friends. they all seem to have the ability to make me feel inadequate. even tho they dont try to. in fact...they try to do the opposite. but i cant help it. my heart wanders. my mind wanders. and i get hurt. again and again and again. it hurts. ha. wish i could figure out what to do to stop this. oh wait..i know how. go live far away from people. that way i'd stay away from the hammers that are just waiting to take a whack at my heart. my heart does strange things...it sees hammers in the hands of all of the male species. even fantastic people like david. or caleb. or travis. maybe cuz both trav and caleb have broken places on my heart before. i'm predisposed to believe that all boys want to inflict a wound upon my heart. not fair of me. but honest.
i love how no one reads this blog. its one of those like..emo blogs that no one reads.lol. i'm so...emo. hahahaha. wow. no.
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probably cause there's alota dumb stuff out there that likes to makes us think that our life sucks and everything around it does too. but it's not true. so think happy stuff an try to be happy even when you don't feel like there's a point. guys suck.. thats just a fact we all have to face.
maybe everyone reads it.. an you just don't know it cause they don't comment.. hmm..
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